Done

Lately, I've let Shruti's recent actions eat up at me and leave me with a taste of bitterness in my mouth.  Even though I've mentioned that things were better, she has done a few things that have basically put everything back to square one.  So, I'm still a bit pissed off about things.  I am still hurt by everything that she did, and her recent behavior reminded me of that.  I'm also pretty mad at myself for letting a person like her bother me so much.  I've had a few people kick my ass and tell me to snap out of it.  I get the message. I'm a better person than she is. Karma will find a way to deal with her.

It'll take a little bit of time.  And there will be times when it'll still bother me, but not as much as it did the day before.  But I will move on from this.  It is what it is, and I accept that.  And I'm not going to let it affect my future relationships.  And from what I've seen already, there are a lot better people out there. 

I know now that maybe it wasn't really my fault after all.  I did the best that I could do, and probably the best that any person could do with a person like her.

This is the last blog entry I will ever mention her again.  Now, I'm officially single again.  I don't have to take care of her.  I don't even have to care about her (which I don't). 

I'm free now.  That's all I have to say.