Throwing out the past

So, today, I finally gave away some of the most disturbing items that has been sitting around deep in one of my drawers.  While I was married, we had made the decision to have kids, and until it all blew up, we were trying to have kids.  As fun, we had bought various items that we came across for the kid we were supposed to eventually have.  We had a outfit with a turtle on the shirt, matched with a pair of shoes with turtles on it.  We also had a University of Michigan one-z, that was for the newborn.  It was really cute.  But because those things were purchased with her, I couldn't really bear to keep them.  So, I gave them away today.  It bummed me out a little bit because I was really looking forward to having a family. 

I'm really glad that we didn't have kids after all.  After seeing what she would do to someone she said she loved, I can't even imagine what would have happened if we had kids.  I think it would have been a worse situation. 

I do want to have a family with the right person.  I'm not going to let go of that dream.  When that happens, I'll go back to Ann Arbor and buy that Michigan one-z again.