So, this morning, I got a visit from my ex-wife, who was dropping off a few items that she found that belonged to me. We chatted for a few minutes. Not really sure why I allowed that to happen because I wasn't that comfortable seeing her. I have no feelings for her, but I still didn't really want to see her. But, I did go on with it. Maybe I'm just too fricking nice.
It appears that she's moving out of Denver, so she found some of my stuff while cleaning up. You'd think that I'd be jumping for joy because I got one of my wishes. Her shadow is no longer here in Denver. Denver is now my town.
But it was a bit bittersweet. One of the things that bothered me today was when she told me that she was dating someone. Even though she didn't tell me who, I knew who it was. It doesn't take a genius to find out. But, what bothers me is that I don't know how long it had been going on, and if he had some role in all of this. So, that just made me sad to think about that.
And it made me upset because that just magnified the situation I am in. I'm not dating anyone right now. I'm alone at home with my dog on most days. That really sucks for me. I don't want to be alone. I want to be actively dating and moving on with my life. But that's not happening like I want...and I don't know how it could be fair that she did what she did and she's already in some relationship. What the...
She asked me if we could ever be friends, because she was my wife. I pretty much said that it would be hard, because I couldn't be friends with anyone who did what she did. I cannot respect people like that. And, there's no need to have her be a part of my life anymore. It's not like there's anything between us that requires that, like a kid or something. So, I don't really plan on getting to that point, ever.
But it's finally goodbye to her.
It appears that she's moving out of Denver, so she found some of my stuff while cleaning up. You'd think that I'd be jumping for joy because I got one of my wishes. Her shadow is no longer here in Denver. Denver is now my town.
But it was a bit bittersweet. One of the things that bothered me today was when she told me that she was dating someone. Even though she didn't tell me who, I knew who it was. It doesn't take a genius to find out. But, what bothers me is that I don't know how long it had been going on, and if he had some role in all of this. So, that just made me sad to think about that.
And it made me upset because that just magnified the situation I am in. I'm not dating anyone right now. I'm alone at home with my dog on most days. That really sucks for me. I don't want to be alone. I want to be actively dating and moving on with my life. But that's not happening like I want...and I don't know how it could be fair that she did what she did and she's already in some relationship. What the...
She asked me if we could ever be friends, because she was my wife. I pretty much said that it would be hard, because I couldn't be friends with anyone who did what she did. I cannot respect people like that. And, there's no need to have her be a part of my life anymore. It's not like there's anything between us that requires that, like a kid or something. So, I don't really plan on getting to that point, ever.
But it's finally goodbye to her.
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